I'm like Aiba!

Yeah... it's destiny. :P

Oh yeah… it’s coming back!

Scripting started… It’s on the way!

A new diet regime.

Hello, Angels! I’ve been reflecting on things (I know that’s a sorry excuse for not posting), and now that my mom and I both realize we need to eat healthier… I’ve finally found a diet that works.

It’s not about dieting, per se. I’m learning to put healthier things in my mouth. I only eat whole grain pasta now. And low fat cheeses (they taste really good. Seriously.), and 1% milk, fruit juices instead of soda. (I will still drink Soda, but only clear ones, like Sprite, 7up, Sierra Mist, etc.)

A diet is no good unless there’s exercise. I can’t do the same old routine over and over again, unless I find it fun. Dancing to Anime music is fun. So, I put together a little workout of anime dances that I can do. I’m going to use this in connection with WiiFit Plus and Zumba dancing. This way, I’ll always have something entertaining to do.

I’ll be starting out around 170 pounds. We’ll see how it goes.

Pray for me, Angels!

- Hoshi

Voice Acting Update (and a club note)

Hi, Angels!

I wanted to let you know what’s been going on with me as far as my voice work for Youtube series.

I am now voicing Honey Kisaragi (and her forms) for a Cutey Honey Flash One shot! I’m also lending my voice as Haruhi Suzumiya in three different projects. The first is a Haruhi Suzumiya One shot with my sister Hannah and Rogue. I’ll also be in a Haruhi Suzumiya Audiobook fan project. The third project is an Abridged series that’s still in development.

Suzuka will finally be released by Valentine’s Day! After a really long time, I can’t wait for it to come out!

Kenshin is on the backburner until further notice.

I will be Rangiku in the Tide Series (Bleach Parody). I won’t be up until at least Episode 9.

I am thinking of doing a Bouken Desho Desho? or Hare Hare Yukai song dub. Still contemplating it, though.

In an unrelated but somewhat related thing: I’m starting a real SOS Brigade. Not just a Haruhi fan club, but a group that actually investigates the paranormal. Contact me here if you want to join!

Hugs and kisses!

- Hoshi

Outrageous Celebrity Demands

Hi Angels.

I was looking at www.thesmokinggun.com today, and I saw where they had the list of what celebrities demanded for their backstage areas. I swear… some of them are pretty elaborate. Like they would want a red leather trimmed loveseat (not a sofa) with a white teddybear placed on the LEFT side of the loveseat and a frickin full catering setup in a separate room.

So if I ever become famous, I wonder what I’d ask for. Chances are, I’d bring everything I’d want. Like if I wanted hot chocolate, I’d bring a thermos of hot chocolate. Or if I wanted a snuggle buddy, I’d bring my Naruto Plushie. If I wanted food, I’d pick something up before I got there, or I’d make my own food. (I can imagine me eating a bento meal that I made right before l do an interview or something)

Seriously… some people wanted game systems and sound systems in separate rooms. People… that’s why God made Portable systems and iPods. I’d rather bring my Nintendo DS and my iPhone. See? I can fit everything I need into a backpack. Just give me a nice chair and some pillows. I’ll bring the rest.

This might make promoters love me. Let’s hope.

(On a personal note: People have been asking why I haven’t been on MSN or Yahoo. Frankly, I needed a break from it. If you have me on facebook/myspace/twitter, get a hold of me there. Love you guys!)

- Hoshi

We need help with Suzuka!

I need your help in order to get Suzuka Episode 2 out there. Watch this video for more!

A Notice from the Square Block

I posted a VBlog yesterday when I was in an upset mood. Do I still feel this way? Somewhat. Am I upset? No, not anymore. I’ve received encouragement from several people, and I’m glad I came out and said what I said. Now that people know how I feel, they’ve been helping me. Keep the encouragement coming, if you please. ^_^

The Cast of Characters

I’ve been going through my blog recently, and I have received questions as to who is who (since I don’t use real names). Well, here is a quick bio of my friends (the Cast as they shall be known).

Rogue – my main squeeze. The Naruto to my Hinata. He does amateur voice acting/editing/scriptwriting. He’s about to head into college soon. At least that’s the plan.

Soujiro (The former boyfriend formerly known as Shadow) – my bestest friend that I never met in cyberspace (facebook doesn’t count). He’s going to be the dude of honor at my wedding. That’s how close we are. No, we never did it. He’s still in college where we met.

Brainiac – The old school ex, who is now on friendly terms. He’s a Marine, getting ready to be stationed over in Japan (lucky bastard). We met in Orchestra when I was around 12.

Daisuke (also known as Dark) – my RP buddy. We run “Dark and Jordana’s RP Playhouse” on IMVU. (Check it out?) I can go to him for stuff. I consider him a friend, even if sometimes he doesn’t have the right word to say. He does photography work. Damn good at it too.

Sagi (also knows as Ed) – my right hand Captain in RP worlds. He’s my Interim Captain Commander (if I should ever have to leave). He keeps me on track with things, and if I ever get famous, he’ll end up being my assistant (well… him and Soujiro. But only if they can’t find work elsewhere).

Jay (The Scottish One) – he and I have a storied past. Another one of my Captains, and a dear person to me. I like him. He’s awfully busy these days, so we don’t talk much. Yeah, it sucks.

I’m sure I’m missing people. But I’ll edit this to add people later. This is my entourage. I love these guys. My family.

- Hoshi

My oh my… how sad am I.

“I guess I should have stayed in bed, my pillow wrapped around my head. Instead of waking up to find a nightmare of a different kind.” – The Monkees, This Just Doesn’t Seem To Be My Day

I have so many thoughts swirling, Angels. My head is filled with these tornadoes. I can’t stop thinking about what could have been, the disappointments, coming face to face with the one person who helped shape me by breaking my heart at age 12. This all happened yesterday, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I wanted to work on Kenshin to get my mind off of it all…. but Rogue decided he wasn’t in the mood to work. It fucking upset me, to be honest. I was really excited, and it seemed like he was doing everything to avoid this. So needless to say, he and I haven’t talked much today.

So this leaves me to face the thoughts of the man, whom I’ll call Brainiac the Marine. After not talking to him since the breakup (at least 8 years ago), we exchanged emails back and forth. Turns out, he and I have become two totally different people… though some things never change. He looks the same, except he has no hair now. Boot camp took care of that. He’s not as much of a snob, or so  I thought. It made me realize why it wouldn’t have worked out. We talked about it all, and it just reaffirmed that yes… we were young and stupid.

“I’m gonna pack up all the pain. I’m gonna keep it in my heart. I’m gonna catch me the fastest train. I’m gonna make me a brand new start.” – The Monkees, Tomorrow’s Going To Be Another Day

And boy… did I. I decided life was full of disappointments from others. The last thing I wanted to do was disappoint myself. So I became the person I wanted to be. No compromises. No restraint. I did what I wanted. I reached the creative zenith I longed for. I had the best muses, and I became one for some. The men in my life were all creative geniuses who did what they wanted and loved what they did. I fed off of that. It was a blissful time.

“I had no more than I did before, but now I’ve got all that I need. For I love you, and I know you love me.” – The Monkees, Papa Gene’s Blues

I finally thought I was over him. I thought he was just a memory. A ghost who never haunted me. Then, I sent him a facebook message. I doubt he’d even remember me, let alone respond. But he did. And told me to email him. So I did. We just talked about things. Where we were, the usual “catch up” stuff. We talked about everything… except our past. We found out that we were different people since Jr. High school. He was more open, and not as reserved. As for me… well, I’m a totally different person.

“Believing in the promise painted in your smile, I’ve chased what I was running from along the while. I’ve known you a hundred times, in memories I recall. Still, I don’t think you know me at all.” – The Monkees, I Don’t Think You Know Me At All

I saw him two days ago for the first time in over 5 years. I remembered how attractive he used to be (and how he still had the same smile and eyes). I saw him in a new light. He was a new Brainiac. He thought the same of me, I’m sure. It wasn’t until last night… That’s when we addressed the elephant in the car. I won’t go into it here. Let’s just say, we might have done things differently if we had known better.

The past can not be changed. Still, we all wonder about second chances. Would I date him again? (If I wasn’t with Rogue, that is.) Well… it would be hard to date a Marine stationed in Japan (and yes, I’m jealous). I don’t know if I could. Maybe. But I can’t. So it’s best not to think about it.

Welcome to my mind, Angels. Emergency exits are for cowards.

Loves and kisses,

Hoshi

I has gone virtual… again.

http://www.youtube.com/PerfectlyFlawed15

Now, my dear Angels, you can see the face behind the blog! My Video Blog is up and running. I’ll be posting them not only to here, but to my Twitter as well. This blog is also linked to the YouTube account, so you can see it there when I update it! Here’s the first Video Blog!

Christmas Blessings

Hello there, Angels! Merry Christmas (or whatever holiday you celebrate).

I’m continuously amazed at the progress of technology. I received a new laptop for Christmas. Running Windows 7, which is looking like the best thing since bread. I was actually able to set up my blog where I could make posts right from the computer. I didn’t even have to access BlogSpot. So thanks, Microsoft. We appreciate you looking out for the bloggers out here.

I thought I was going to have to dip into my savings for a new computer. The Divine One in all His glory gave my mom the money to buy this for me, knowing my other laptop was about to die. So thanks, God. You always look out for me. Thanks for giving my mom this idea.

I wanted to also thank all the Angels. That means you guys. I know I don’t post much, but I wanted to say that I appreciate those who stuck with me all this time. You don’t know how much you mean to me. I thank you all for being the awesome Angels you are. Let’s keep striving for something more than ourselves… and doing it together.

All my love,

Hoshi

The Holidays

Hi Angels! It's almost Christmas time.

I don't know about you, but I've always loved this time of you. Not only do we celebrate the birth of Jesus, but we exchange gifts. Don't get me wrong, I love presents as much as the next person.

Call me a sinner, but I'm not too fond of the Christmas music right now. There's still a while before the day itself, yet the radio is crammed with Christmas music. I don't mind the week before... -sigh-

I miss my Rogue. I wish I could have him for Christmas. But cosplay stuff is nice too.

Have a merry Holiday season!

-Hoshi

A rant from Rogue's Lady

Forgive me, Angels, but I need to rant.

Ok. Here I am. It's 7 in the morning. I am awake. The dog is bitching. I'm angry. I was woken up, made to watch the dog. -sigh- I'm already in a grumpy mood. And this is only the beginning of the day. I can only hope the day gets better.

I love you Angels. Sleep tight. I hope I can.

- Hoshi

Looking for a new horizon

A poem.

I search through the haze
Longing for a clear day.
Instead the same endless tunnel
The only thing to guide my way.

My dreams take me away
Past the clouds, amongst the stars.
There you sit, waiting.
With your hands out in awe.

Dancing in the darkness
Reciting the glory of life
We wait for the day of reality
Free of drama and strife

In a trinity of love
The Champion, the Neko Boy and the Otaku Girl...
How I long for this.

Attention all wrestling fans!

My friend says someone should write a guide for "A survival guide for wrestling fans in the post kayfabe era". Apparently my friend, who is a bit older, gets picked on for still following the old rules of kayfabe.

So I told him that I'll write one. But I might need some help. That's where you come in. What do you think the proper rules for a modern day wrestling fan? Post in my comments or on twitter. Thanks!

- Hoshi

Ready for the change

Hello Angels!

Well, the move to the new Funhouse will be in three days. I'm excited to be moving. I even get my own office in the place. I'm making it my game room/dorm office. (even if my mother hates that, I'm doing it. Tough noogies.)

I'm going on a diet. Turns out my cholesterol is a wee bit too high. So it's mostly for health reasons. If I did lose some weight, it might give me a little bit of a creative push. Maybe even seriously consider becoming a wrestling manager/valet. Right, Senor Conquistador?

I could go for a coffee right about now, and some popcorn for Impact!

Take care, Angels!

-Hoshi

Hello again, Angels!

Well, things are going to be hectic at the house. I'm hoping to move soon, but the people buying the house are... How do I put this.... Let's just say there are a few more hurdles to jump over. Pray for me. I need the grace.

If anyone's looking for a good wrestling promotion, may I suggest Ring of Honor?I am head over heels in love with ROH. The action is amazingly good, the wrestlers are wonderful, and they don't make you feel like an idiot. Check them out at: www.rohwrestling.com

Take care, Angels! Much love!

-Hoshi

PS: find me on Twitter. I'm MadamXavier

The possibility of possibilities

Hi Angels!

For the first time in a long time, I'm going on a date. A real date. This is a casual date, so I haven't given this guy a nickname yet. Still, I look forward to this experience. He seems like a nice guy, and I can't wait to get to know him.

Loves and kisses,

Hoshi

A not so successful comeback?

Wow, I've been gone for a while now. I totally forgot this blog was even here... Sorry, Angels.

Well, a lot has happened. I graduated college, and I'm still sort of looking for love. I have someone I care about, but distance makes it hard. Although I will admit, as much as I've tried, I can't stop loving him.

Though I'm still looking for a full time TV job, I do have many script ideas. Not only for the show, but for a full length movie. The movie is about a girl who gets a chance to be an astronaut, and fly in a mission. I won't say much else, but it could very well work.

Don't be afraid to approach me, Angels. I feel awful lonely in Cyberspace.

Kisses and love,

Hoshi

For times yet to be determined.

*looks at the date between the last post and today*

Dear jeepers! Has it really been that long? Damn. I'm sorry, Angels. *dusts off the screen*

I guess I've been busier than I expected to be. Getting ready to graduate college is a full time task, but when you have to devote part of your time to academics, part of your time to a job, and the rest of the time nursing various illnesses... it takes a lot out of you.

Because it has been a while since I posted, I guess I better bring you all up to speed. Shadow and I broke up a couple of weeks ago. Don't worry, we're still friends. We just realized that we love spending time together, but there was no romance there. It works out better for all those involved. Now I just have to adjust to being single again (and that needs more time that I do not have... though I am looking for someone. Apply within).

Change. It is the only true constant. Seems that my life is all about change right now. I can't help but wonder, though... where is my place in life? Now that I'm getting to be ready to be out of school, I can possibly focus on writing my own pilot script for the show idea that I have. Who knows? Maybe someone will pick it up. I have to write the damn thing first (yet another thing I do not have time for at the moment).

At least I'm not without ideas. I have several skit ideas. They're all in the works, except for the baby cow skit. Let's just say I'd expect to have a letter from PETA after that thing is aired. I promise. I will never kill a real baby cow EVER. Shinigami's Honor.

Anyway, I think I'll leave you with that. Sorry for the lack of Philosophical conversation. This sinus stuff is about to drive me nuts. I'll leave you with this thought:

Lettuce. Good or bad?

Cheers and kisses,

Hoshi