A new diet regime.

Hello, Angels! I’ve been reflecting on things (I know that’s a sorry excuse for not posting), and now that my mom and I both realize we need to eat healthier… I’ve finally found a diet that works.

It’s not about dieting, per se. I’m learning to put healthier things in my mouth. I only eat whole grain pasta now. And low fat cheeses (they taste really good. Seriously.), and 1% milk, fruit juices instead of soda. (I will still drink Soda, but only clear ones, like Sprite, 7up, Sierra Mist, etc.)

A diet is no good unless there’s exercise. I can’t do the same old routine over and over again, unless I find it fun. Dancing to Anime music is fun. So, I put together a little workout of anime dances that I can do. I’m going to use this in connection with WiiFit Plus and Zumba dancing. This way, I’ll always have something entertaining to do.

I’ll be starting out around 170 pounds. We’ll see how it goes.

Pray for me, Angels!

- Hoshi

Voice Acting Update (and a club note)

Hi, Angels!

I wanted to let you know what’s been going on with me as far as my voice work for Youtube series.

I am now voicing Honey Kisaragi (and her forms) for a Cutey Honey Flash One shot! I’m also lending my voice as Haruhi Suzumiya in three different projects. The first is a Haruhi Suzumiya One shot with my sister Hannah and Rogue. I’ll also be in a Haruhi Suzumiya Audiobook fan project. The third project is an Abridged series that’s still in development.

Suzuka will finally be released by Valentine’s Day! After a really long time, I can’t wait for it to come out!

Kenshin is on the backburner until further notice.

I will be Rangiku in the Tide Series (Bleach Parody). I won’t be up until at least Episode 9.

I am thinking of doing a Bouken Desho Desho? or Hare Hare Yukai song dub. Still contemplating it, though.

In an unrelated but somewhat related thing: I’m starting a real SOS Brigade. Not just a Haruhi fan club, but a group that actually investigates the paranormal. Contact me here if you want to join!

Hugs and kisses!

- Hoshi

Outrageous Celebrity Demands

Hi Angels.

I was looking at www.thesmokinggun.com today, and I saw where they had the list of what celebrities demanded for their backstage areas. I swear… some of them are pretty elaborate. Like they would want a red leather trimmed loveseat (not a sofa) with a white teddybear placed on the LEFT side of the loveseat and a frickin full catering setup in a separate room.

So if I ever become famous, I wonder what I’d ask for. Chances are, I’d bring everything I’d want. Like if I wanted hot chocolate, I’d bring a thermos of hot chocolate. Or if I wanted a snuggle buddy, I’d bring my Naruto Plushie. If I wanted food, I’d pick something up before I got there, or I’d make my own food. (I can imagine me eating a bento meal that I made right before l do an interview or something)

Seriously… some people wanted game systems and sound systems in separate rooms. People… that’s why God made Portable systems and iPods. I’d rather bring my Nintendo DS and my iPhone. See? I can fit everything I need into a backpack. Just give me a nice chair and some pillows. I’ll bring the rest.

This might make promoters love me. Let’s hope.

(On a personal note: People have been asking why I haven’t been on MSN or Yahoo. Frankly, I needed a break from it. If you have me on facebook/myspace/twitter, get a hold of me there. Love you guys!)

- Hoshi

We need help with Suzuka!

I need your help in order to get Suzuka Episode 2 out there. Watch this video for more!

A Notice from the Square Block

I posted a VBlog yesterday when I was in an upset mood. Do I still feel this way? Somewhat. Am I upset? No, not anymore. I’ve received encouragement from several people, and I’m glad I came out and said what I said. Now that people know how I feel, they’ve been helping me. Keep the encouragement coming, if you please. ^_^

The Cast of Characters

I’ve been going through my blog recently, and I have received questions as to who is who (since I don’t use real names). Well, here is a quick bio of my friends (the Cast as they shall be known).

Rogue – my main squeeze. The Naruto to my Hinata. He does amateur voice acting/editing/scriptwriting. He’s about to head into college soon. At least that’s the plan.

Soujiro (The former boyfriend formerly known as Shadow) – my bestest friend that I never met in cyberspace (facebook doesn’t count). He’s going to be the dude of honor at my wedding. That’s how close we are. No, we never did it. He’s still in college where we met.

Brainiac – The old school ex, who is now on friendly terms. He’s a Marine, getting ready to be stationed over in Japan (lucky bastard). We met in Orchestra when I was around 12.

Daisuke (also known as Dark) – my RP buddy. We run “Dark and Jordana’s RP Playhouse” on IMVU. (Check it out?) I can go to him for stuff. I consider him a friend, even if sometimes he doesn’t have the right word to say. He does photography work. Damn good at it too.

Sagi (also knows as Ed) – my right hand Captain in RP worlds. He’s my Interim Captain Commander (if I should ever have to leave). He keeps me on track with things, and if I ever get famous, he’ll end up being my assistant (well… him and Soujiro. But only if they can’t find work elsewhere).

Jay (The Scottish One) – he and I have a storied past. Another one of my Captains, and a dear person to me. I like him. He’s awfully busy these days, so we don’t talk much. Yeah, it sucks.

I’m sure I’m missing people. But I’ll edit this to add people later. This is my entourage. I love these guys. My family.

- Hoshi

My oh my… how sad am I.

“I guess I should have stayed in bed, my pillow wrapped around my head. Instead of waking up to find a nightmare of a different kind.” – The Monkees, This Just Doesn’t Seem To Be My Day

I have so many thoughts swirling, Angels. My head is filled with these tornadoes. I can’t stop thinking about what could have been, the disappointments, coming face to face with the one person who helped shape me by breaking my heart at age 12. This all happened yesterday, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I wanted to work on Kenshin to get my mind off of it all…. but Rogue decided he wasn’t in the mood to work. It fucking upset me, to be honest. I was really excited, and it seemed like he was doing everything to avoid this. So needless to say, he and I haven’t talked much today.

So this leaves me to face the thoughts of the man, whom I’ll call Brainiac the Marine. After not talking to him since the breakup (at least 8 years ago), we exchanged emails back and forth. Turns out, he and I have become two totally different people… though some things never change. He looks the same, except he has no hair now. Boot camp took care of that. He’s not as much of a snob, or so  I thought. It made me realize why it wouldn’t have worked out. We talked about it all, and it just reaffirmed that yes… we were young and stupid.

“I’m gonna pack up all the pain. I’m gonna keep it in my heart. I’m gonna catch me the fastest train. I’m gonna make me a brand new start.” – The Monkees, Tomorrow’s Going To Be Another Day

And boy… did I. I decided life was full of disappointments from others. The last thing I wanted to do was disappoint myself. So I became the person I wanted to be. No compromises. No restraint. I did what I wanted. I reached the creative zenith I longed for. I had the best muses, and I became one for some. The men in my life were all creative geniuses who did what they wanted and loved what they did. I fed off of that. It was a blissful time.

“I had no more than I did before, but now I’ve got all that I need. For I love you, and I know you love me.” – The Monkees, Papa Gene’s Blues

I finally thought I was over him. I thought he was just a memory. A ghost who never haunted me. Then, I sent him a facebook message. I doubt he’d even remember me, let alone respond. But he did. And told me to email him. So I did. We just talked about things. Where we were, the usual “catch up” stuff. We talked about everything… except our past. We found out that we were different people since Jr. High school. He was more open, and not as reserved. As for me… well, I’m a totally different person.

“Believing in the promise painted in your smile, I’ve chased what I was running from along the while. I’ve known you a hundred times, in memories I recall. Still, I don’t think you know me at all.” – The Monkees, I Don’t Think You Know Me At All

I saw him two days ago for the first time in over 5 years. I remembered how attractive he used to be (and how he still had the same smile and eyes). I saw him in a new light. He was a new Brainiac. He thought the same of me, I’m sure. It wasn’t until last night… That’s when we addressed the elephant in the car. I won’t go into it here. Let’s just say, we might have done things differently if we had known better.

The past can not be changed. Still, we all wonder about second chances. Would I date him again? (If I wasn’t with Rogue, that is.) Well… it would be hard to date a Marine stationed in Japan (and yes, I’m jealous). I don’t know if I could. Maybe. But I can’t. So it’s best not to think about it.

Welcome to my mind, Angels. Emergency exits are for cowards.

Loves and kisses,

Hoshi