Hello again, Angels!

Well, things are going to be hectic at the house. I'm hoping to move soon, but the people buying the house are... How do I put this.... Let's just say there are a few more hurdles to jump over. Pray for me. I need the grace.

If anyone's looking for a good wrestling promotion, may I suggest Ring of Honor?I am head over heels in love with ROH. The action is amazingly good, the wrestlers are wonderful, and they don't make you feel like an idiot. Check them out at: www.rohwrestling.com

Take care, Angels! Much love!

-Hoshi

PS: find me on Twitter. I'm MadamXavier

The possibility of possibilities

Hi Angels!

For the first time in a long time, I'm going on a date. A real date. This is a casual date, so I haven't given this guy a nickname yet. Still, I look forward to this experience. He seems like a nice guy, and I can't wait to get to know him.

Loves and kisses,

Hoshi

A not so successful comeback?

Wow, I've been gone for a while now. I totally forgot this blog was even here... Sorry, Angels.

Well, a lot has happened. I graduated college, and I'm still sort of looking for love. I have someone I care about, but distance makes it hard. Although I will admit, as much as I've tried, I can't stop loving him.

Though I'm still looking for a full time TV job, I do have many script ideas. Not only for the show, but for a full length movie. The movie is about a girl who gets a chance to be an astronaut, and fly in a mission. I won't say much else, but it could very well work.

Don't be afraid to approach me, Angels. I feel awful lonely in Cyberspace.

Kisses and love,

Hoshi

For times yet to be determined.

*looks at the date between the last post and today*

Dear jeepers! Has it really been that long? Damn. I'm sorry, Angels. *dusts off the screen*

I guess I've been busier than I expected to be. Getting ready to graduate college is a full time task, but when you have to devote part of your time to academics, part of your time to a job, and the rest of the time nursing various illnesses... it takes a lot out of you.

Because it has been a while since I posted, I guess I better bring you all up to speed. Shadow and I broke up a couple of weeks ago. Don't worry, we're still friends. We just realized that we love spending time together, but there was no romance there. It works out better for all those involved. Now I just have to adjust to being single again (and that needs more time that I do not have... though I am looking for someone. Apply within).

Change. It is the only true constant. Seems that my life is all about change right now. I can't help but wonder, though... where is my place in life? Now that I'm getting to be ready to be out of school, I can possibly focus on writing my own pilot script for the show idea that I have. Who knows? Maybe someone will pick it up. I have to write the damn thing first (yet another thing I do not have time for at the moment).

At least I'm not without ideas. I have several skit ideas. They're all in the works, except for the baby cow skit. Let's just say I'd expect to have a letter from PETA after that thing is aired. I promise. I will never kill a real baby cow EVER. Shinigami's Honor.

Anyway, I think I'll leave you with that. Sorry for the lack of Philosophical conversation. This sinus stuff is about to drive me nuts. I'll leave you with this thought:

Lettuce. Good or bad?

Cheers and kisses,

Hoshi

Random Comment from this side of the river.

I hope a certain someone knows how much he means to me. He works like a dog, and deserves all my love. I'm going to show him how much I love him.

(Hugs for Shadow)

What is a Chrsitian Buddhist?

Hi there Angels!

I get strange looks when I tell people that I'm a Christian Buddhist. I'm either a Sinner and going to get ass raped by Satan, or I'm just a nutjob.

Here's what I believe: I am a Christian, who is open minded to the philosophy of Buddhism. I believe in the existence of God, and I follow Jesus in all I do. However, Buddha has some good things going for him. I know Buddha is not a god, but a man who had his shit together. He didn't worry about what the world was made of, he just wanted to live a good life. Isn't that what all Christians want to do? Serve others, and seek God in all things... that's what I want to do. I want to leave positive energy on this earth, and give all of myself to my God in my service to the world. I wish to be a light of hope, and give people a smile. I want to be at peace with all people and things, giving my children a good place to live in. We must take care of this earth, so all who come after us can serve God in a clean place.

This is what I must do, as a Christian Buddhist.

- Hoshi

Virus Scans and Poofy Hair

Hello once again, Crimson Angels.

I noticed a strange pop-up on my dear laptop (affectionately called the Lappy after the Strong Bad email series on homestarruner.com) notifying me of a worm on my computer. Turned out, after doing a virus scan, that the pop-up was a trojan itself! Yikes. I hope the scan took care of it, but if not, it shouldn't be that bad to fix it. (Wish me luck on that one.)

Now, while it's cold here in Carbondale, it's rather warm in my residence hall. So warm, that my hair has reached a rather poofy level. I'm talking borderline Carrot Top... only my hair's a different color. So it's being pulled back in a ponytail, as it usually is anyway.

The cake is a lie. (From Portal. Look it up.)

On a more serious note, some people may like to spend all their time alone. I am not one of those people. Shadow is not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. As far as other friends.... well... the best friends I had were back in High School, and I never hear from them anymore. I have online friends, but I never really have much physical interation with anyone but co-workers, some acquaintences and Shadow. It kind of sucks.

Ok, it sucks a lot.

Regardless, maybe some of you out there are reading this, and I can only offer you the one thing a lot of people don't seem to want: my friendship.

- Hoshi